Mira,
I am so sorry for your loss and understand what you are going through. I lost my dad when I was 13 and as time went on the harder it became because I never really dealt with it. There are therapists out there that specialize in losses like the one you are going through.

Stay strong,
Jessica

<font color=blue> You are in this snowglobe. It is encovered in glass and secure. But one day someone comes and shakes the globe and the pieces go flying everywhere. Now they will eventually settle but they won't be the way they were before and they can never be that way again. </font color=blue>