And people wonder why I want nothing to do with psychiatric medication...

Honestly, OP, four medications are a lot. I understand that the doctor is the "expert", but, if I were in your shoes, I would be incredibly worried about the future stability of my mental health, especially if I were on that many medications. Lord knows what's going on with your brain, at this point... doctors are too quick to throw too many psychiatric medications at their patients, it seems.

If it's possible, I would see if there's a possibility for you to get a second professional opinion, because 4 different medications at once sounds like a disaster waiting to happen.