I finally did it. I had enough of them looming over me every time I walk into my room. I had them in this little decorative box (oh the irony) and I had enough of it winning. I haven't cut in 22 days now, and I am done I am finished with this. So I finally threw them out. I had a moment of panic, of thinking "god I am going to need to buy more", but it passed after breathing calmly.
This is big for me. I've always had them on me since I was 18. I am 23 now. I finally did it.
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“You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.”.
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