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I feel like everywhere I go, something bad will happen. There is someone who will dislike me or upset me or that I'll say the wrong this in front of everywhere I go. I want to be somewhere safe. I feel so vulnerable so much of the time.

Why is the world so mean? Most people are dishonest, petty, dramatic, boring, and/or lacking depth. I'm constantly looking for people to bond with. Most people disappoint and hurt me. I can't keep doing it. I'm not strong enough. I operate on a higher moral standard.

What happened? I was happy three days ago why can't anyone understand or help me. I'm a person like everyone else.