No way Suzy. I know you're in a lot of pain and my heart is breaking for you, but don't even THINK about overdosing because of this. Weight is a resolvable problem. It's not the end of the world, and it's NOT the worst thing that can happen.

It's funny Suzy - I completely 100% can relate to the catastrophic affect it's having on your self-esteem, but from the outside looking in, it's irrational to think that it's worth overdosing for.

Do you have any meds for anxiety? It would be great if you could relax and calm down and do NOT make any decisions right now while you're feeling like this.

But do NOT overdose. I'm serious Suzy.