Yeah, I have meds for anxiety--that's what I overdosed on last time--Xanax & wine. Through my mail-order pharmacy (insisted by his co.) I now have 3 mos. worth of Xanax & then after the OD my doc changed me to Trazadone & klonopin so I have 3 mos. worth of that, too. Great way to save money, but not a good idea with depressed people! I have 2 kids & my mother committed suicide so I won't do that, but for some reason I forgot my resove to not do that when my husband hurt me so I just had to get rid of the pain & hurt. I'm not there now, don't worry, just crying & feeling down & wanting to feel better & then when my therapist said I basically was doomed to feel like this for life, I went into a tail-spin.