My guess is he is not going to respond before my appointment on Wednesday. It is killing me. I didn't even sleep last night. It still blows my mind how crazy this stuff makes me. I am not going to contact him again although it is hard.

I'm not really afraid he'll fire me I guess I am most afraid that he is going to tighten his boundaries and just like me less. He used to tell me how awesome I was to work with and that meant so much to me. I don't know why that wasn't enough and I had to push it. I stink.