Thank you. This might sound out of place, but I wouldn't mind depression at all if I had the chance to express myself in a way. I tried to draw - failed; tried to write poems - failed big time. I'm not sure if it's right to think this way, but I won't mind any disorder as long as I'm taking advantage of it. But at the moment I can't do a productive thing.
I've been reading articles about depression and bipolar all day and I'm really confused: could I be bipolar or not? From what I know I'm only depressed, but according to some articles I'm bipolar too

Also, my BP quiz results say that I have moderate to severe symptoms.