yeah, i can relate to this. my (not even that comfortable dorm) bed is way too safe and i never want to go out and do things. i say i'm going to do all these things to improve my mental health-- starting a yoga classes, starting to jog, socializing at least 2x a week... i set all these lofty (well not even) goals that i never accomplish.

i differ from you in my hopes that meds can fix it all. i'll take anything my pdoc prescribes as long as it helps because i seriously feel like it can't get worse.