Thanks guys, my big supervisor just called me which was sorta a trigger but she had gotten the note about me extending my leave to the 12th. She and the office manager figured out that I have yet another week of paid time. So, I am back to work on the 19th of July, left the tues of the last week of may. It will be 8 weeks total I think. T and doc spoke today and I need to go pick up Wellbutrin to add to the mix. I just don't know. I want to bet on a sure thing and there don't appear to be any here. I need to work and it scares the hell out of me. So, Keep feeding me courage, suggestions and support. Zen, can't afford a book but I will send my daughter to the library and have her order it for me, thanks. Today I went to my t, dropped off my two teenage girls in town to find Gypsie clothes for my friend's grandchildren for a parade, picked up the girls, stopped at my friends house to drop stuff off. My youngest 16 year old got sick, low blood sugar I think. Gave her apple sauce. Stopped by some people's house to whom I had given an angora rabbit last summer or the summer before. They had called and asked me to take it. Well, I have never seen an animal in worse shape. 2/3 of it's body weight was matts. I clipped her up, cut her a few times and treated her wounds. Clipped her toe nails and stuck her in an empty cage till I can get to my friend who will take her. She is so beautiful, poor baby. I felt good helping her and wasn't overwhelmed. Just sick when I cut her. However, I have to go to the drug store and that's overwhelming. I also haven't spent my time in nature today so I need to go swimming. It's good when AI get in but getting there is a bear. Enough rambling. Thanks all.