My mom just called, and she was drunk ... again.
I thought she was doing so well. But now that's all over. If she isn't drunk then she's high on pills.

Now I am sitting here crying and my stomach is twisted in knots. I feel like I am going to throw up. I can't stop moving. Nothing is helping. My hands and feet are tingling. Why do things like this have to happen, especially when I thought she was doing so well. Now it has set me in a downward spiral. I'm so nervous, and still there's nothing I can do for my mother.