I censor a lot, especially around my relationships with men as my T is a man. I know I need to open up about this, it is a huge hurdle for many reasons. My T has asked and asked but I have always deflected, now he knows that he needs to push me on it, I asked him to push me when I am avoiding things........and I thanked him when he pushed me 2 sessions ago...but I still could not go there yet.

Its only been 8 months for goodness sake!!!!!!!!

I can't imagine yet being able to talk about sex with him, but we will have to to some degree.......... at some time...........