My life reminds me of a mirror that got shattered into a million different fragments. My childhood doesn't even feel connected to me, I have all the memories but it's distant like a dream, or maybe it was somebody else, and I have to think hard to recall any specific memories. It's extremely distressing unsettling to think back on the memories. Other parts of my life too, seem to have sections, like I begin one period of my life and then I start a new chapter and it's like I become something else. there has only been a few major breaks, One specifically after a nasty breakup. And I'm going through this feeling again right now, I feel detached and uneasy, everything I thought I liked and enjoyed and even alot of my friends now makes me feel sick. Everything about my past makes me feel sick and uneasy, I feel so disconnected from all the memories. I don't feel whole. And I've realized how empty and lifeless I've been for awhile. What is wrong? It's really uncomfortable, how do I fix it? I feel like my entire life is just missing