There is this guy his name is Rex. I thought we were dating because we spent almost every waking moment together when he wasn't at work, choir practice or asleep he was with me. Well silly silly me I let my heart get involved only to get it trampled on. I had to go back in the hospital about 2 weeks ago it was a life or death thing....I go in the hospital get some new meds and live or OD and die. You'd think he'd be happy I chose to go in the hospital get some help and live but nooooooooooo he got pissed off and said I told you all you need to do is have faith that it'll all work out. I come back from the hospital and he's gone away at the camp he works at during the summer for a week and a friend of mine says Jan I don't know how to tell you this (why is everytime someone says that bad news follows?) but Rex has a girlfriend now. Well I took it with a grain of salt because she's not always the most reliable source but I talked to him this morning and point blank asked him if it was true that he has a girlfriend and he said yes then changed the subject. Well now I want to go look up this guy that we were friends with benefits i.e. sex and go have some wild crazy sex with him but in my heart I know that's not the way to solve this dilema. Do I continue to be friends with Rex with him knowing I love him or do I severe all ties to him and try not to cry?

Don't Blame me I just do what the Voices Tell me to do