someone has to step in ...is it me do I trust myself can I trust anybody else?...

I know that when I feel peaceful then something somehow made sense!

...my brain is so insane loud and in amongst the cacophony there is a silent sound telling me it's ok...

a whisper from both sides of hell and heaven...from nightmare and joy

it sure has an effort this delight

and how effortless is my fright...

I am always so surprised when it arrives..
so consumed in madness and so engulfed in sadness...

the phantom whispers from another world my other life...

come to remind me what I must do to survive...

I have no control of these angelic decisions I am too busy trying by such accidental mishap to destroy my emotional environment....

but I am no match for these elemental marvels of such magnificence...

I am protected...... by the beautiful otherworld...

cos I hate this one and they know it