I don't know what it is about me... but whenever I feel like I'm comfortable with something, it soon turns into fear. I felt okay coming to PC, sharing how I felt and reading others feelings as well, but in the last week or so I couldn't bring myself to come here... not to read or share. I couldn't even type the name in the address bar. Since it's 3 a.m. right now, I'm a little delusional since I can't sleep, and I guess it doesn't bother me so much to come here and post for the moment. My depression was on hiatus for a couple of days, then it hit pretty hard a couple of days ago. I think I"m just gonna try and wait this one out, instead of trying to pick myself up like I usually do. Also, my OCD has gone out of control lately. I can't stop counting and touching things. Earlier, I had to quickly leave my computer for a second and I didn't get the chance to touch the center of the mouse before I left and it was killing me until I got back (I guess that's a topic for another forum though). I guess the feeling is catching up to me again, since my face is now a thousand degrees, I have a weak feeling in my stomach, and I have a headache coming on.