I don't know if this is anxiety or what... I do have really bad anxiety and panic attacks right now as I deal with postpartum depression and am taking Celexa and Ativan (which do nothing..) Anyway, I find myself always shaking my legs, picking my scalp or skin, or I always feel like I have a million things to do (even though they aren't important things... they are things like:
Go through and weed out bookmarks/favorites I don't need online
Unify all of my usernames/passwords at different websites
Make lists of books I want to read, realizing I'll probably buy and scan them and be done with it because I don't have the
time/attention span to read a book
Then I put off important things, like doing homework (I'm in college), writing letters, cleaning my apartment, because I'm busy doing meaningless crap.
What the heck?
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~Amy~
"This too shall pass..."
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