Wow, I feel terrible for you. This person to walks all over you, makes you feel horrible and does absolutely nothing to contribute to the betterment of the family? What purpose does he serve in your life? Do you need someone around for this reason?

If you want to save your marriage then get to counseling. If not, get him out of your house and stop torturing yourself.

You deserve respect and dignity in your own home. You deserve love too. Sounds like you're not getting anything near that. Please be good to yourself. Your son is watching how you are allowing yourself to be treated.

HourHand