Thanks, yeah I happy I lasted this long, considering I've been having crazy strong urges over the past couple of months; at the same time it's almost more annoying that I've resisted stronger urges lately than I had last night, for some reason last night I just gave in. I think the old mentality of "you deserve ugly scars" came back, rather than just the random urge. Maybe that was the difference *shrugs*
The worst part is that now I've done it, I want it more, I think I'll be ok and won't do anything, but the fact I've done it again makes me want it more.
And, if my other half has noticed, he hasn't mentioned it, so I dunno, maybe I'm just amazing with covering up things with make up...
Thanks for that though, it's good to know I'm not a complete failure for relapsing a bit.