Hang in there. I have to remind myself and explain to newly medicated friends that even on meds you will still have good days and bad days. That is life. We will never feel good all the time. Sometimes we have a string of bad days or months or years, but they always pass and better feelings return.

Feelings are not facts. Try journaling about your feelings around these issues. I have found great relief through therapy and journaling.

Hang in there. It will get better.