i'm starting to lose hope in myself My 15 yr old daughter had writen me a short note saying she wished I wasn't part of her life esspeacialy now cause she say it's my fault for her being diagnosed as a borederline if it wasnt for me she wouldn't have this disease, and she also blames me for abandoning her when she was a baby In truth I gave her father cusdody cause I was to sick to take care of an infant it was the hardest day in my life Protectective services wanted to put her in a foster home I been there,
not a great way to come up ever since I got that letter I been real depressed, sleeping all the time, crying,or reading or writing in my journel I'm having a bad time
her father said I should support her and respect what she said at least He dont hate me I dont think she knew what that letter would do to me,I'm not getting therapy still I hate what I become just an an anymomous cripple in a nursing home I'm sorry just venting thanks
crista ortiz