I understand your anxiety about work. My went from SI to suicidal thoughts from just the stress of working. I'm currently on disability and have been for years because of it. You're mind sounds like it's giving you a message that this isn't the job for you. I don't know what kind of call center it is, but when I worked, I did tech support. Not nearly as stressful as the boss and his BS. If I ever go back to work, I know now I can't handle a computer position. Can you change careers if needed? Maybe you can get off long enough to explore this further with you therp. Good luck!