That's rough. Unfortunately, you know what I would do, but I wouldn't have made that promise. You will feel better about yourself if you make it through this without cutting. And the reason I was asking how you thought she would respond was because maybe if you can come up with responses she might give you, maybe you can give those responses to yourself. I wish I knew what to tell you.

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