My 13 year old daughter just told me that she no longer wants me in her life. She has been living with her sad just over a year now. Having bp has made me have to make some tough decisions in my life, but that does not mean that they were the wrong decisions. Your daughter is angry right now, but this situation will take a whole lifetime to work out. It seems bleak right now, but your daughter will come around. You are her mother and as much as she might like to right now, she cannot change that. As long as you are still breathing, there is hope. Take one day at a time or one minute at at time or one second if you have to. Also it would probably help you a lot if you were in therapy and talking to someone about all of this. I kmnow that if you hang in there, it will get better. Your daughter will come around, just don't give up on her or on yourself.