I posted last month about still having feelings about my T's divorce, but that I wasn't going to bring them up to her. Today that child part suddenly came up and I started to cry. She feels like it's her fault! Just like kids do when their parents get divorced. This is ridiculous, even for my child part! I know better, but apparently this child doesn't. She thinks that because she told T, long before she knew about any marital problems, that she wanted to break down their bedroom door, and come between T and her H. This was before T went out of the country for a vacation with her H. The child part didn't want her to go and was very upset.

Another time this child part drew a picture of T's family and house, and put herself in it. T was probably separated from her H at the time but I didn't know it, of course.

This child part feels sad, like she really did come between T and her H. Now that it's happening, she wishes it weren't. It makes her feel unsettled, just is if T were really her (my) mother. She cried about it. A lot.

So, I could try to forget about all this. Or, I could tell my T because maybe it has to do with my family, though my parents never got divorced. I don't know what to do, but I'll probably end up telling her just so she could tell that part that it's NOT her fault.

I'm doing so well with my T lately. The child parts haven't been around, and then suddenly this one pops up to disturb me.