I have been going to counseling for many things, and am trying to really work on my attachment to him as I go back and forth with feeling like I just want him gone and then worrying about him and feeling like we are meant to be together!
I talked to the counselor about the relationship between my mom and dad growing up and I believe as does she that this has a lot to do with it.
That and I am an introvert , I am very sensitive and even more so at this time.
I need to get out and go to some depression groups going next Thursday if I can I broke and mutilated my ring toe on right foot, the only pain meds I have are Tramadol and I take effexor so that concerns me , My doc saw red flag warning but said never saw an incident.
I have always had depression and anxiety but now my body is in constant pain from fibromyalgia I just want to pull through this get better, be here for my kids and grand kids , find real friends!!!!!what the heck is wrong with me!!!!!

hoping beyond hope to stop feeling like a grumpy worthless person!