So some of you already know that I am in treatment for my eating disorder right now. In the past few weeks I have realized how much my T really does care about me, and wants me to recover.

Recently I have been struggling, and T has bribed me. She said if I reach a certain weight by weigh-in day the week of Halloween, then I can pick her Halloween costume. Now I am very determined to get to that weight. MUAHAHAHA!