My personal t I try to censor myself, but it never works. He knows when I'm doing it. If I start to say something and start holding back, he knows he'll get it out of me, he always does. There has only been one time that I started to tell him something and didn't let it out. Still haven't and never will. He said we'll talk about it next session, but we didn't. Good thing.

My ED t, I censor much more. There are consequences to what I tell her and I admit that's why I won't tell her every little thing. Some of it is just none of her business either, as far as I'm concerned. That's what I have my personal t for.

Besides, the two types of Ts that I see, there is a huge trust factor. I just don't trust my ED t the same as my other. I like her very much, just don't trust her the same way. It's only been 6 months, maybe we'll get there, maybe not. There is a personal preference with wanting a male t too- I just feel more comfortable with my personal t than I do her.