_Sky....you needn't convince your heart of anything. your heart feels as it does because of the profound love you shared with your companion for over a decade and a half. that's a lot of time to spend with anyone, human, canine or other. you were very blessed to have such a spirited friend beside you for so many years.

our deepest sympathies for this loss. your heart will ache for a while.....however it will turn to a much smaller ache as time passes....but you will never forget this friend nor their service and assistance to you no matter how much time passes.

in time you will see more of the blessings and beautiful moments........for now comfort your pained heart and allow the tears to fall.

mourn the passing of a great canine. give yourself permission to "feel" as you need to. nuts to anyone who suggests you get over it or move on faster.........you grieve at your speed.

with compassion and sharing your sorrow,
__zh