I have been extremely depressed for a few weeks. A little over a week ago I made another sui attempt. Since then I've SI'd almost every day and slept as much as possible, even taking naps on the couch in one of the student hang out rooms. I've had trouble motivating myself to do the most benign things - showering, for example. Besides studying my behind off near the beginning of feeling like this, I've done the minimum work required in favor of sleeping more so I wouldn't have to.deal with my self destructive thoughts for a while. But last night, I couldn't get to sleep until past 4am and when i woke up a couple of hours later, I couldn't fall back asleep. I layed in bed until almost noon trying to get a decent amount of sleep, but i was never able to fall back asleep. Now I'm exhausted but unable to take a nap and just otherwise feeling horrible.

Whining over.