heh heh... funny story about therapy. I neither have the money nor the transportation to accomplish therapy. And I had fairly recently had to ask my dad for money, so I'm really reluctant to ask him again so soon. It's not like I was wasting money, though. I had to pay dues for my fraternity and get food ( how in the world does food cost that much??). I still feel really uncomfortable about asking for more money.

Yeah, I was fairly recently taken off the AD officially, and hadn't been taking it anyway for about a month more. Pdoc took me off it because she thought it was causing me to cycle really fast ( I don't know. Maybe I'm BPD after all. No one's suggested it for me though. Screw it! I don't really care).

If I went home, I would be beating myself up for being more of a failure than usual. I don't see it as a viable option because I would be just as, if not more stressed at home between beating myself.up and my parents imminent move cross country.

Nope. Because student counseling services wants nothing to do with me.

I'll ask for help, but I don't really know where I should go for it right now.