I like what shezbut calls it- motivation. I'm also in ED treatment right now. If my ED t were to give me the same motivation to get to my goal weight by Halloween, I'd have some fun with it! I do see my ED t on Halloween day and I am very close to my goal weight. Hmm...

Best wishes to you on your ED recovery. Whatever motivates you to keep moving forward, use it. I personally know just how hard it can be. If you need anything, pm me at anytime!