Thank you so much Mouse for replying to my post. I really hope that I can get a steady T soon, because I think it's time that I have reached a blocking point in my life. All I do sometimes is cry. At times I feel like I can't get past that brick wall. No one want's to listen to me. When my Psychiatrist told me I am going to meds only. I felt like yeah if she only knew what was going on inside of me. Anyway I haven't seen a T in awhile and they have none available where I go "no room" for new patients that's kind of funny since I am not a "new patient" I have been there for 13 years now. (EEK!) That's a long time and my Insurance will not cover me going to two different clinics.
My Anxiety is through the roof dealing with all of this and everyday life struggles some times I wonder how I get through the day sometimes. My heart is beating so fast right now just thinking about it. Anyway I won't go on and on I just wanted to say that everyone here is so awesome!! I am greatful that I have a place to go and talk and there is always someone here to listen.
I thank you all once again
Jlove