This was not a member of the band, but a side guy who is always with the band. Everytime I've seen the band I have seen him there as well. You're right about no onger going to see the shows that I love so much. I will never beable to face any of them again, it's not what they've done...but what their friend has done that is making me stay away.

Everytime my husband speaks to me I get weepy and have to hide so he does not see me cry. I don't no if I will be able to keep it from him much longer. I'm just so scared of what will come of this, and I feel that whatever happens after I expose the truth will all be my fault.