That is such a good question: What AM I going to do about it? I want to curl up in a ball and hide whenever people are around. I can't stand their noise, I can't stand them talking to me. Then when I am home and alone I feel so awful and all I want is to be away from here with people. I just can't be happy either way you put it. So what do I do?
Zen

<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft