Please try and get with someone you can tell - you are suffering. Do you have a therapst ?? Perhaps call a hotline - you were violated and the hotline folks may help you calm down so that you can determine what your next step is. Keep reminding yourself that you did not do anything wrong and you certainly did not betray your husband. The only person who did wrong is the creep. He is a creep not worthy of the dirt under your shoes ...
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