[QUOTE=Nightlight;3352109]For about the first three and a half years of therapy, my life was so difficult for me. Every week was just about surviving until my next session. I didn't have Monday to Sunday weeks, each week was from appointment time until appointment time (really difficult on the occasionally 8 or 9 day week, and particularly the dreaded 14+ day week). I'm not sure that it was a bad thing for me. It kept me going when not much else could have. It was really only after four years and finally living in a better environment that my weeks became less about holding on and only living for my appointments.

That is exactly what my life is like. It is torture. It doesn't help that my job is boring and I don't have many friends or family.

Thanks