UP: I made myself buy some things that make me feel taken care of, like vitamins, new pants for work (all of mine are faded, old and gross), more face powder, a mirror to replace the one that broke last month, more socks to replace the ones that have holes in them, etc. I have this habit of not buying myself what I need, telling myself it is too expensive and I don't really need it. But I do. So it felt good to do this for myself.

DOWN: I'm still feeling sad about something that happened with a friend/lover/whatever the hell he is. I feel bad I didn't apply to any jobs over the weekend, my back is hurting, and the entire time I was shopping I kept thinking about someone I need to apologize to. It's not going to be easy.