I'm going to be 24 soon and I have never been within 5 metres of a women, I don't know what they feel like, taste like, what a kiss is or what the emotion of love is. Doesn't matter what it is, there is always somebody worse of than you in the world. You just have to pay your dues and deal with life, I don't care if I am going to die a virgin its just the way things are.

What she did isn't as good as you think it is. You got a childhood and time to enjoy the simple things in life before you entered adulthood forever. She had sex far to young, I think you should be happy with how things are now.

The past is just memories, enjoy your present, what difference does it make now how much sex you had in the past?