((((((((((((Tomi))))))))))))))
I would love to ask for help hun....I just don't know how to. I have always been the type to work things out myself....make a decision and then do it. This time? I have no idea what to do or how to do it. I feel lost

. I don't like feeling no control over my emotions. I know I need to reach out and trust others but my trust has been broken and I am afraid. I feel safe with my wall around me.
I know that you are there for me.....I am sorry for letting you down by not reaching for you or anyone.
Love you sweetcheeks. xoxo

Heather