Thanks solepa! Mine too has said I can email her, anytime, about anything. But I'm like "pff I don't need to contact you, how hard is two weeks"..... Stupid two weeks.
I don't know if you feel or think this- I think, for me to truly get through my stuff I have to let myself need her, then build myself (with her help) to not be needy of her. It sounds silly, but how can I truly work through feelings when I'm denying the feeling if need? Doesn't mean I won't fight it along the way