I'm young and only getting older by the day. I see a bunch of people here have kids and suffer from bp and wonder how do you manage children and such a earth shattering disorder. I always told myself I wanted kids but really looking at life I begin to think do I deserve to even bring life into this world if I can barely control myself day to day. I have a gf whom I love dearly who idk why stands by me as I can barely pay attention for long and my mood richochet off the walls. If I have a kid what would stop me from being so withdraw from life I won't notice them.

Idk I think I overthink way to much.