The money has never really bothered me that much. As rabbit indicated, all relationships have their give and take. All relationships have their boundaries.

What matters to me, and defines a real relationship, is the way I feel. I am fond of my therapists, both past and present. I think they are good, kind people.

I think they are fond of me, but I'm not entirely sure that it even matters.

They feel what they feel, as do I.