I posture myself inconveniently and superbly as a derelict example of man!

....numerous wonderings have developed into seriously intimate sensitivities over time most unfortunate.

my personality is engineered to apply shame and pain and indoctrinate my heart with depressive ideals...

enough about me...

sometimes quite often lately, in the car or down the shops...

I search the thoughts by visibility and seek the imaginations of others by assumption....

I wonder in detail what others are doing?

it's the gift of life working out how to avoid death

...nobody really knows what they are doing?
...
just staying alive and keeping our loved ones alive too