i am so depressed for last 3 years about my lover.he loved me a lot after he saw one girl. when i studied final year of B.E, he worked in one organistaion and met one girl who worked with him in same team. she proposed to my lover and he told me to make angry on her. but i didnt take it as serious. after few days, i came to know that they roming everywhere and they went movie alone by my brother's bike. i asked to not talk wid her anymore but after they continue them relationship without my knowledge. i dont have trust on him.. i am hving lots of doubt on him..he not allowing me to live and he making me get depression deeply.. day by day he is losing my trust.. i had 100 percent trust on him before 2010.. now i am havin only 1% trust. so that still i have given him chance to talk wid me.. but i need him desparately. i love him truely and i cant live without him.. i dont like anyone and i cant able to concentrate to any work..plz help me.. now she got married and he didnt contact her for past 1 year... now what my fear is" he will accept her in future and they may continue them relationship in future" or " he will see another girl and will avoid me"... he is perfect now but i cant accept him truely.. i have lots suspectation towards him.. plz help me..fault is not mine .. for past 7 years i didnt love anyone and i didnt roam with anyone.. even he knows that.. i will look good more than him..