My children keep me on track with my treatment program. Honestly, I probably wouldn't take meds because I love the energy I get from my highs and I miss the deep feelings I used to get before being treated. But I am a better person because they make me want to be and i have a better life beacuse I try to be the best mom to them. But I know there is no way now that I have hit 40 that I could manage without my loving and so supportive husband. Because with age I have become too tired to fight as hard as I used to