You are NOT worthless! You are a kind, gentle, loving soul who to have a mean nasty mother You deserve to be loved and held and all those things Just see her for what she is and understand it's not your fault. She doesn't do it because you deserve it, she does it because she can and she's a drunk. My nan was a drunk and mean to my mother when she was living with her so I understand what effect this can have.

Sending you love and hugs - exactly what you deserve