I haven't been on in a few weeks. Things are going somewhat better. I'm in a better state of mind.

The problem is I'm not keeping up with some of my responsibilities.

I was late to an appointment to my therapist because I overslept.

I need to clean my apartment.

I need to get started on my final project and I have no idea what I want to do it on.

I need to be farther along on my creating a website for another class. So far I only have one page and one table -- I need to have more design, pictures, links, etc, and I don't know how I'll ever learn to make those.

I need to stop being so lazy and greedy and learn to get into a habit of working harder and creating better ideas so that I can someday be employable and so I can do something with my life besides sitting on my *** in front of the TV.

I need to start being a contributing and productive person because if I don't I'll end up homeless or a pariah.

If I were a good person, I would be able to keep up with everything. But instead I'm just dead weight insisting that society drags me along with them because I'm a terrible loser.