Let me be the first to welcome you to this site, STar427. It's a very supportive community, as I too am struggling tremendously with my own personal demons, both inner and outer; and have found the other members here to be very encouraging and understanding in my times of need. I hope you're able to find the help you are seeking, and possibly peace as well, (I certainly am) and remember, we're always here for you. Feel free to pm me, anytime. I'll always listen.

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Best wishes to you