ive suffered from depression for ten years now and still dont know how to handle it fully.
It seems i have self esteem issues...i dont trust people....i always push the people that want to be close to me away. I met this special man but found a reason to push him away. I felt like i was no good, that i wasn't good enough for him and he could do better. I want to stop feeling like this but it seems i keep doing it to myself....i need advice....